Of Books and Coffee


IMG_9869.jpgA book in hand paired with a nice cup of hot coffee or tea is perfect for a rainy day. What better place to spend the afternoon than the recently opened Books & Brews Cafe. The cafe is situated in the Ground floor of Mango Square Mall, just across the parking area.




The place looks simple with white and black details. The one thing that catches your eye when you enter is the shelves of books lining the walls. You are free to borrow and browse through the books but be sure to return them once your done. A definite heaven for book lovers like me.

Check out their selection of tea, coffee and sandwiches. Their sandwiches are a bit on the small side but they serve it with a nice portion of nacho chips and salsa.



They also have pies, cookies and cakes. I personally like their pies – the apple pie is delicious, albeit small.




Overall, I like the place. It is cozy, spacious with 2 sofas and plenty of tables, plenty enough for a big group and they have a good selection of books to read. So what are you waiting for? Grab a book and a nice cup of coffee and maybe a pie or two, and spend an afternoon in Books & Brews Cafe.



Late night thoughts

Have you ever wanted something so bad and prayed for it so hard that day and night, that it is what’s keeping you awake at night? That is what I was going through for almost 10 months while I was reviewing for the board exams.

“10 months?! I thought review only lasted 4 months or less?”, you ask? Well, let me explain.

For 4 months I stayed in the in-house dormitory of my review center. Afternoons were reserved for our 3 times a week review/ lectures, while we had the rest of the day/ week studying on our own at our own pace. I wouldn’t call my self a good student, I wasn’t particularly studious. I can honestly say I rarely read as much as the people in my dorm. I attended all the lectures, listened intently and wrote down notes when needed. I read a few reviewers for subjects I wasn’t good at, particularly Biochemistry, Physiology and Pharmacy, while I read the mother books for the major subjects. Shockingly, I was particularly fond of reading Solis for Legal Medicine, albeit, I only read it once. But yes, I did read the books when I had the time. But no matter, how much I read the books, browsed through the review questions and mock board exams somehow I wasn’t confident enough. No one ever is.

The pressure of the boards, the constant studying, and my personal problems were just too much for me so at the last few weeks leading to the exam, I decided to postpone taking the September exams and wait for the March exams.

I took a break from all the studying and waited for the next batch of review. I thought I would be more studious, but I was wrong. I did still attend lectures and read the books, but I didn’t stay late at night as others did just to get all my reading done. While people compared how much they’ve read or how many books they have finished, I just finished reading a few number of books, concentrating on the basics and must knows and watched Kaplan videos when I was bored. Listening to the same review material did get boring, tbh.

I couldn’t delay the exams any longer so I registered. Exam day arrived, at last. I went into the testing site with a “I hope it goes well”, “At least I tried my best” attitude. And as I answered through one subject to the next, I noticed how little of the questions were taken from our review materials. Some questions were basic stuff, a few were repeated from previous exam, while some questions just got my friends and I scratching our heads wondering where they took the questions from and which materials did they use? On the last day, people were taking longer in answering, and at the last exam a few had eyebrows scrunched up, eyes just staring at the paper waiting for it to spit out the answers while a few, as what I heard, had tears welling up in their eyes. After the 3 crazy days of exams, we were confused, angry, exhausted and was just too tired to do anything else but sleep. My friends and I had dinner and a movie to keep our minds off of the results, but the day did come.

The day when they post the list of all the successful examinees was a day that our phones was logged to the internet and the website was refreshed countless of times. And when you see your name there you just breathe a sigh of relief that you don’t have to go through that again. Ever. Hahaha.


Do I regret delaying it? Part of me says, Yes. But a part of me says, I did what was right at that moment. Or maybe, I did it because I was afraid of the outcome and afraid of where to go from there…

But one thing is sure, I am thankful for the people who helped me get my license. The doctors who took time out of their busy schedules to teach us and the my parents who helped me through out everything. I think just getting the license is just the beginning of something much bigger and harder than medical school and internship…

A year of hardships


‘Internship’ is the last year of medical school. Before graduating, one has to complete months of internship in various departments – Surgery (General surgery, ENT, Neurosurgery, Ophthalmology, and Orthopedics), Obstetrics & Gynecology, Internal Medicine, Pediatrics, Psychiatry, Radiology, and Community and Urban Medicine.

One rotation is not like the other, some are okay while some are a bit more challenging – physically and emotionally.

Having completed internship and post-graduate internship I can say that it is something that I am happy to have gone through and would not want to go through again.

So, to the lucky incoming batch of clerks, congratulations! Your hardships for the last 3 years are definitely worth it. Bask in all that ‘congratulations’, ‘we’re so proud of you’s and, ‘you can do it’, because soon you will be entering the realities in the hospital – the sleepless duties, the previous/post duty look, the countless of codes per shift, the times when your residents and consultants would ask you questions you don’t know and the countless of times all you can reply would be a meek ‘I’ll read on that, doc’.

So all of you fresh meat out there, remember a few tips:

  • Make a good impression

Don’t be late, especially on your first day. Be properly oriented by the previous batch of interns few days before your first day. A one week leeway is usually allowed but after that, mistakes are usually not acceptable and may cause you a few days extension, if it may seem fit.

  • Bring a note pad

A small notebook, one that fits inside your pocket, is very helpful. Keep a few notes, ‘must knows’ inside & you can even the tidbits your seniors teach you for future reference.

I used to carry one notebook per rotation while I was a intern and PGI. It contained notes on what we should do in that particular rotation, some must know topics, computations, sample orders, medications, and some guidelines. You can always search guidelines or tables on the net, print it out and paste it on your notebook. It’s always better to be prepared. 🙂

* or you can use your cellphone if you have unlimited battery and data 🙂

  • Always bring a ballpen (or ballpens)

A black ball pen and few other extras is a must! You have to do a lot of writing – history sheets, PE, referrals and sometimes if your lucky order sheets 🙂 But mostly, you need a lot of extras for the times your resident borrows your pen because it is unlikely you are ever going to see it again.

*There was a time I put my ballpen down on the station while I was gathering all the charts I need to write orders on for the night, next thing I knew it was gone.

  • Patience (especially on the patient’s S.O and patients, of course)

Refrain from getting angry and fighting with your patients and their S.O. Always treat your patients like they are your family or just imagine how you want to be treated by a doctor, would you want your doctor to treat you badly? No, right? So treat all patients respectfully.

There may be times you won’t see eye to eye with them, but do your best to make them understand, and talk to them calmly.  Or if not, refer to your senior or the resident in-charge.

  • Read and Ask

I know being on duty or post duty status doesn’t leave much time to social, sleep and much less study, but always have a bit of time to read. Read a little about the cases you are assigned to because the resident will most likely ask you about it, so better be prepared. Also, don’t be afraid to say you don’t know or to ask your resident on topics you are not sure of.

*I rarely read during internship except during Ob-Gyn rotation and prior to OR..that’s something I regret.

  • Snacks in your pockets and list of numbers of fast food joints

I remember during my first few rotations of internship I rarely ate on time and if it was a busy duty I survived solely on chocolate, crackers, coke and ice tea and a lot of water just to fill me up until the next day. It’s not a good practice to skip meals but if your busy or don’t have the time to eat a full meal, it is better to bring a few snacks in your pocket while you are on duty.

And when you do have time to eat it’s better to have a list of delivery joints for your meals. When you’re too tired to walk out of the hospital to buy food, that’s when a Jolibee  or KFC or a dimsum delivery is heaven-sent. You’ll have a meal waiting for you after your rounds or OR.

  • Be respectful to everyone

Be respectful to everyone! From the janitor, to the guards, to the technicians, to the nurses, to the nursing aids, etc. Your life in the hospital will be much better. You may never know you might make a friend out of them. 🙂

  • Look out for your wellbeing

Remember you are in a hospital full of sick people, please follow universal precaution and proper hand washing. Wear your gloves and the proper masks (and other PPEs) when needed. This is to protect yourself, and to prevent the spread of infection to other patients you are handling.

But all in all, remember to have fun. Internship only happens once. You get to know your group mates better, you get to work with your friends, meet new people, and most importantly you learn so much about yourself and how to handle stressful situations.

So, ready your uniforms, your stethoscope and med bag, and your comfy shoes coz this is going to be a wonderful year. 🙂

*next thing you know the year is over and you’ll be PGIs soon and then taking the board exam 😉